September!

It is so hard to believe that it is September 1st! The wedding is done. It went off beautifully. Photos to follow when I get some. The ones on my camera are not good. I do have about 7 disposable cameras to get developed. I had thought to do that this week but somehow the week just got away from me. After the wedding was over I first felt relief, then fear (What do I do with my life now?), and exhaustion on top of it all. Today I really got a few things done. There have been piles that have almost became moldy waiting for me to take care of them. Today I finally finished the old wooden folding chair. It has taken me three summers to get it painted. I was taking the fabric off the seat to replace it and the seat split, now sure how to handle that. I sanded it's mate today also.

I have been thinking of what to do with my 'life'. I guess I should wait to have my mammogram done first. That will be the 19th of the month. I have conflict about what to do. I don't want a 9 to 5, I want my summers and weekends, I want to be available ( Rachelle going back to work and Dustin taking care of Dylan in the evenings, scarey), I want it to mean something.

The other thing on my mind is .... Jerry wanting to move back to Palo.

Well, this will all have to wait. I'm off for tonight.

Later....